Netball Tourney: Hari Belia Melaka

:: yellow wins! :D ::

hye bloggie! it has been a week i havent posted anything. like always, i have lotsa to tell but i might say it is due to time constraint that prevent me to write. at current stake, i actually am preparing for my islamic presentation next Monday. it suppose to be today, but it was dragged to long that it actually give advantage to me to prepare more. insyaAllah :)

owh ya, it's about netball tourney! yeah! i like it ahaks ahaks! :p lately, we have so many netball tourney that we had participated & going to participate. it really gives a very good atmosphere to the re-establishment & re-development of MMU Netball Club itself. why? previously, it was quite dull and was deactivated for almost 2-3 years. than, thanks to who had inspiration and motivation to reactivated this club with the help of other HICOMs like Saleha, Aida, Erin, Asyura, Iliyana, Shazreen & me myself. term 08/09 was quite challenging in how to attract female students to have the courage & interest to join the club & training. frankly, i used to felt very upset & fed-up with some students whom always said this:

"Nevermind la, we are not good enough,"
"Dont want la, I know you already have your players,"

"It's ok, there are players who are good compared to me,"

GGGGRRRRRRR!!!!! So angry you know! They are such lame excuses! Really cant bear listening to that and my temper always been at higher temperature grrr!! I am not blaming them either, but if they could think of better excuses for example:

"Sorry, I have class during the training session,"
"Cannot make it, I am badly injured,"

That were fine la kan.. It somehow show your mentality. I once learned from my athletics coach back in my KYS years. He said that, EXCUSES ARE CREATED BY YOU. If you want to achieve something, learn how not to give excuses but reasons. Excuses and reasons seems similar but it had differences. All these happening every where, every place, time & day. What ever it is, you make the choice.

Isnt it true? So grab the opportunity widely open for you, or even better create the opportunity!

Cant tell you more but the pictures taken will give you every definitions! :p Enjoy! :D

:: we win ok! ::

:: nc & np in their sengals! haha!! ::

:: sengal lagi! ::

:: nc & np gone wild! ::

:: we love netball! :

:: the netball players [NP] & Ms Nodee the manager ::

:: NP in positions ::

:: we had so muchhhhh fun! :p ::

Ujian Kejujuran?

salam & hye bloggie:D
sebenar2nya, daku dah lame ditag oleh cik muahaha
Ckyn & cik Najlaa..
tapi hari ni baru berjaya menyempurnakan tag ni hehe..
first time :D
so, tengok la hehehe... :D

1. Anda rasa anda hot?

hot? panas? hangat? menggelegak? kalau cuaca tu memang agak panas membahang, tapi kalau nak rasa diri sendiri tu hot, EXCUSE ME! I AINT HOT! saya xde perasaan nak terase HOT huh..

2. Sila upload current desktop wallpaper anda

:: during netball tournament on 11th july ::

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
semua netball players (both teams) gumbira bergambar dengan piala konon2nye menang johan la tu hahaha!!! piala pinjam tu :p

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

entah, last sem kot? kat us pizza ngan ezul & budin.. malam tu ezul belanje, lepas tu rezeki dia terus murah! wey, bile nak belanje lagi? budin, ko plak hutang jugak dengan aku kan kan???

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

erk, THINKING OF YOU by Katy Mr BumbleBIE called, tu tone song dia muahaha! :D

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
sedan ym dengan adinda manje si yakuza mattop yang berada di mmu cyber uhuhuhu..

7. Selain name sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dengan nama apa?
diorang panggil Juza, Yana, Ana, Juja, njayzack, KJ..HEHEHEH!

8. Tag lagi 6 org?

1) Yakuza Mattop!

2) Mafia Naby

3) Sinchan Iwan

4) Puteri Katak cik Mulan

5) Pria kembang Ali Fahmi

6) Melankolia Nora

9. Siapa no.1 pada anda?

Adik manjer daku di MMU muehehe :D

10. Orang no.3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?

Izzati si bulu mata unta! Hihihihihi :p

11. Kata sesuatu mengenai orang no.5?

Ku doakan agar dikau berjaya menggenggam hati Cik Mek Kelate :D

13. Pesanan kepada no.2?

Bile nak pegi jogging & undergo strict diet ni Naby oyt??? :p

14. Orang no 4 di mane sekarang?

Cik Puteri Katak kat Hospital Kuantan tengah buat intern kat sane huhu..

15. Nyatakan keistimewaan orang no. 6?

Sangat hebat berpuisi & bermadah! :D


njayzack berkata benar :D

njayzack is Thinking of You :)

hye bloggie..
i just had no mood of writing yet for the time being..
but i have a LOOOOTTTTT to share, just wait ya?
but actually it was just me reading this blog hahaha!! :p
but hey, i kept on listening to this song..
i started liking this song since Idayu & Yuslan's wedding last June when it appeared at MTV :)
then i started searching for this song and kept on playing this song..
it is such a nice composition of melody & lyrics :)
and yes, this is the tune when BumbleBIE called hehehe :D
but hey, i really do Thinking of You! :p

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

njayzack is really thinking of you :)

when my heart ache..

It’s been a while
But not in miles
That curves no smile
It has been sometimes
It comes and go
I really do not know
How does it flow
How does it grow
But there is a show
Of how it takes
Of how it makes
For my heart to ache..

Sincere at heart,

p/s i just had the idea of writing..never had one before :) but it lies 1001 stories behind it :)

Thought for today :)

Assalamualaikum & hye bloggie :)

I actually had nothing much to share today..but at least let me share something that I personally think it shall worth to all of us..I'd browse Google looking for today in history, which I think I may find anything interesting happening on the same date few years back..Yup it does but somehow i found this thought is more interesting..

"The real drawback to 'the simple life' is that it is not simple. If you are living it, you positively can do nothing else. There is not time."
by Katharine Fullerton Gerould, American writer (1879-1944)

Hence, we actually should go through her "SIMPLE" thoughts which carries more than what it takes behind her lines..Try to understand, and nothing can stop us from moving forward..May Allah bless us always & forever in what ever we do, insyaAllah :)

Anyway, I would like to wish a very happy birthday to my long lost "never see" buddies that I really miss them :) HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL AIMAN, my x-classmate for previous Chemical Engineering major back in TATiUC, who is actually waiting to come back home Malaysia from UK..Pok Mang, faster come back! Really miss having the talk fight with you! :D Anyhow, I wish the best for you & never ever forget to treat me once you got your first GAJI! :p

Also, 22ND BIRTHDAY BASH to NUR SYAZELEEN! welcome to Advos 22year club hehehe! :D she was my x-classmate back in KYS during our SPM years :) I bet she'll be back in Malaysia for good this year, also from UK :) All the best for your future undertakings, and I am always certain you know what exactly right for you :)

So, these 2 buddies had created another history for today! Hehehehe :D


Isolating yourself? or, MYSELF?

Assalamualaikum all.. :)
hye bloggie, been a month nothing been updated..Align Center
too much stories to share but i never had the chance of transforming it into writing it..or should i say, i purposely hid it myself so others would not have known?

i just couldnt's 3.49am in the morning..i have to get up early for tomorrow UPG's Ice Breaking to be held at Gunung Ledang..I'm one of the group faci, being selected or should I say someone really wanted to see how my performance is when I am a faci? what ever it is, it does bother me a bit but what the heck?i shouldnt care about that, it's lame! futhermore, it wasnt worth bothering it!

so i end up just do your best, even though i know that i am NOT GOOD compared to other facis.. nevermind, just let it be done naturally from your own ability & never force it just to make other people IMPRESSED of you by your PERFORMANCE..i take that as a positive challenge, a big thanks for that anyway :)

as for the topic, ISOLATING YOURSELF or should I say MYSELF?what is really happening for me to isolate myself from other people? nah, i dont think it does a big matter to other people actually.. nevertheless, my presence arent really important.. i'm kinda MIA you know? that type MISSING IN ACTION? hehehe..

:: she is a loner - but not me! ::

i never had any type of mens rea to do so.. neither it be intention, knowledge, rashness or negligence to my own self.. it would just happen so naturally, sometimes without me realising it..
thinking back, i dont think i am this type of person.. i like to make new friends, mingle with my buddies & mix with other people a lot! i realy do! then how come i am nominated to be the person having the most networking & connection with other SBP & secondary schools in Malaysia when I was in secondary? I am still connected to them! but it maybe a lil bit different as everyone has their own path now..we are getting mature day by day, hours by hours..that make us think further & should have not waste times spending on unnecessary things :)

however, i enjoy having them "AROUND" eventhough they were realistically not there.. :) we text each other sometimes, ym, facebook, friendster and others! that make us connected even though we are actually far apart but are close at heart :)

however, lately i found myself trying to isolate my own self from other people.. there are few persons that i really always wanted them to be AROUND ME..nonetheless, it is my BumbleBIE & my beshfwen Syikin..Once I told my parents, they are my both ears; right & left for every story that some others would not like to listen to..i owe them both a lot ab initio, they have always been there for me :) even though i quarrel with them a lot especially BumbleBIE, but it doesnt really matter as we didnt take long to reunited :) isnt it a process of how you negotiate with people around you? :)

me being isolated? i am never sure about that.. but i might be certain that i am TRYING TO ISOLATE MYSELF.. it is hard for you to find person that can understand you, willing to listen to you in any matters..therefore, when i find them, i should appreciate & never would let them go off.. unless there are barriers that we might never knows..everything is FATED..

seriously speaking, i do not have the exact essence of my writing now.. i just feel like writing..i never had the guts to express my true feelings of the down in my blog..i always try to hid the darkness world..i never wanted people to figure out how lousy, lame, weak i am to others..i hate crying, but that cure me most..silently, secretly cry..nobody could notice, except for BumbleBIE..he knows me quite well, even though our communication take parts ONLY through phone without other fast growing technologies like Facebook, Friendster, YM, MSN, Skype or even 3G! How lame isnt it? yet he knows when i am isolating myself from the world..thank a lot dear :)

me isolating myself has been sometimes, I guess so...nevertheless, i actually appreciate those people who really show their concerns and caring towards me, i am really THANKFUL for that such thoughts..some would ask to be my ears, but i just smiled back :) dont ever get me wrong ya? it is not me not believing or trusting you, but somehow i have to bear with lots of consequences..i am actually such an emotional person, that i cant denied when BumbleBIE proved that to me of being so..i am alert that when i am at the emotional state, i would say recklessly just to let out my sadden feelings..however, i found out that every time i did so (last time) it always happened that it become such a weapon to stabbed behind my back..i do am a secretive person but i never intended to..i enjoy talking and really want to share my thought with others, but how could i make it if most times i try to mouth those, such persons would TURN THEIR BACK and TALKING TO OTHER PERSON which shows that they are actually DO NOT HAVE THE INTENTION TO BEAR WITH ME? at first, i always thought that i might have come across wrong timing, but it always happened to be I should have not think that way anymore but to face the reality of people not bearing with me :)

maybe it is actually the best way for me to isolate myself from others..i mean whether being closely related, or physically or even close at i used to do when i was in high school perhaps? it is not that i did not want to be in the mixture but somehow your heart is never attached to it so i end up being their ears, so called their counselor or even judge for love matters just because i am neutral! hahaha! :p because, there were lotsa controversies, hidden agendas, provocations and even talk fights! especially girls! can you imagine that? :p

again, i am certain that what am i writing is mostly rubbish..but now i really dont long as i can ease the pain in my heart, i will continue writing even though me having head ache for not having good sleep for tomorrow's hectic's 4.30am currently, which i have 2hours left before i should been busy preparing myself for the such stake, isolating yourself can help you gain your courage, motivations & see whom you really are without surrounding's influence on you..i should have been more motivated that less persons are concern about me, leaving me..i should have not depend on others, not even my BOTH EARS but my own strength..however, i am REALLY PROUD HAVING MY PARENTS FOR ALWAYS SUPPORTING, ADVISING & ENCOURAGING ME for my better future no matter how hard had i been through my life so far..there were quite a lot of bitter times that isolating myself is the most magic medicine that even a PHD specialist can never provide me :)

i never noticed how many times have i typed "ISOLATE" in this entry..can anyone count that for me please? but i have no gift for you though :) i shall think further of my is not that there is really something i hid, honestly but i never wanted to reveal..i might be coward, say what ever but i know, as for me silence is the better, i believe that i REALLY DONT LIKE TO BE THE CENTER OF is ok for me to stay low profile, or even worst not letting others noticing me ehehehe.. :)

as for now, i think i should have take a nap for at least 2 hours before i go flat 2morrow :) there are still a lot to shares about my previous activities, events & programs with my friends & colleagues that i havent write about..but i shall say, everything means a lot to me.. :) their presence, the joy & concerns had always make my life colourful.. thanks for your thoughts, FRIENDS..I ALWAYS APPRECIATE THAT SO MUCH AS I WOULD :)

as for my entry, never bother much for such NOT WORTH IT entry written this time :)
but i dont think lots of people (esp my friends) would read my writing :)
so, never be bothered! :)
zai jian, wu an! :)

njayzack @ isolating herself
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